Utopia Talk / Politics / They think I have a tumor

Habebe rank	Sat Feb 15 07:50:09 So, I know, I've sounded a little unwell lately. Just an update. I'm waiting to see a specialist, but it's very likely a brain tumor putting pressure on my frontoral lobe. A PET-ct scan and a neurological exam.
Habebe rank	Sat Feb 15 08:07:25 Kind of worrying, but oddly calming at the same time.
patom rank	Sat Feb 15 12:28:59 My grandson in law has had two surgeries to remove as much of the tumor as possible. Both times it sems they can't remove it all. Benign but still worrying. Hope you pull through.
patom rank	Sat Feb 15 12:32:04 See if you can get into Duke University. A couple of years ago they were doing a treatment on brain tumors. http://www...d=ita-21501959278-168165400027
murder rank	Sat Feb 15 13:40:40 Hopefully it's something they can alleviate. I'm glad you're getting medical care.
LazyCommunist rank	Sat Feb 15 14:26:59 But after it he will be broke.
patom rank	Sat Feb 15 15:25:17 He will be in debt. That is the American way. What we do is tell the hospital what we can afford to pay them on a monthly basis. They can't refuse the effort. We haven't got the sense to get universal healthcare.
williamthebastard rank	Sat Feb 15 16:00:39 Which is why doctors in the US have the highest rate of error in the West. They get to see patients who have waited far longer before finally seeking help
TheChildren rank	Sat Feb 15 16:13:52 wut ur hospital bill at right now? 450k? do u now realize wut a LONG CON ur country is. how u spend years here defendin this bs. how brainwashed u was. how they program u ppls 2 hate da rivals, everything da rivals fault, but in reality, it is ur country that is a SCAM
williamthebastard rank	Sat Feb 15 16:27:47 Well, an american friend who lives in Sweden who comes from a Trump family and says he can never move back to Sweden defends Americans by saying that we Europeans dont realize how much they are subject to massive propaganda
williamthebastard rank	Sat Feb 15 16:28:10 * Well, an american friend who lives in Sweden who comes from a Trump family and says he can never move back to America defends Americans by saying that we Europeans dont realize how much they are subject to massive propaganda
Sam Adams rank	Sat Feb 15 20:44:21 Good luck! You can beat it!
Nimatzo rank	Sat Feb 15 21:23:16 I am not sure if this was a typo, but I talked to habebe today and there is no ”they”, as in no medical professional has either disgnosed him or said that they suspect it is a tumor There is a plan and it involves moving to another state, joining a rehab and there get a CT or MRI or whatever is needed so he can check that off if only for his own peace of mind. He has a friend in this other state who is able to be supportive in person and get habebe into work after he has finished rehab. I am writting that here so we can hold him accountable to this plan <3 and not stray. Monday he plans to call the rehab manager and talk about joining the program. Habebe has a very active mind and obviously distracted and distressed right now thus making it more difficult to stay on one track.
Habebe rank	Sun Feb 16 02:10:08 I figure a CT scan would be easiest to get. PET-ct would be proffered, but more difficult. It has the ability to rule out multiple possibilities and does bo harm.
TheChildren rank	Sun Feb 16 07:45:48 da one thing u seeminly avoided talkin here, which is price. how much this shit costs do u now agree it is long scam. a SCAM
Habebe rank	Sun Feb 16 14:03:40 Tc, Price of what? Hypothetically if it's a BCI, they really are not as expensive as you think. They have more advanced ones than this for $5k. Honestly, it's possibly a speech synthesizer or something. Or a tumor etc. Whatever it is, a neurologist will be able to figure it out.
Habebe rank	Sun Feb 16 14:03:41 Tc, Price of what? Hypothetically if it's a BCI, they really are not as expensive as you think. They have more advanced ones than this for $5k. Honestly, it's possibly a speech synthesizer or something. Or a tumor etc. Whatever it is, a neurologist will be able to figure it out.
Habebe rank	Sun Feb 16 14:03:42 Tc, Price of what? Hypothetically if it's a BCI, they really are not as expensive as you think. They have more advanced ones than this for $5k. Honestly, it's possibly a speech synthesizer or something. Or a tumor etc. Whatever it is, a neurologist will be able to figure it out.
TheChildren rank	Sun Feb 16 14:23:20 u playin dumb with us or wut even hospital ride is 8k in ur country but u want us 2 believe ur scans and cures r free?
murder rank	Sun Feb 16 16:51:30 Cost isn't a primary concern right now. Healthcare costs sometimes lead to bankruptcy, but untreated mental health issues (particularly schizophrenia) often lead to homelessness or prison or worse.
Habebe rank	Wed Feb 19 03:18:38 Nimatzo, dm on here, can't use my Twitter. Tc,I have insurance.
obaminated rank	Wed Feb 19 08:34:39 Good luck. The good news is you now what is wrong and have a plan to deal with it.
Habebe rank	Wed Feb 19 17:06:11 Before you told me all this I messaged habebe's sister asking if HABEBE was ok I won’t say anything but I truly feel like expressing my thoughts but I’ll keep quite don’t want you to have the face the music ------ This was a message from my cousin to my mom a few days ago.... Except I switched out the names....
murder rank	Wed Feb 19 20:19:20 Habebe: You're not going to figure this out on your own. You're trying to make sense of things with a brain that is malfunctioning. Please see a doctor.
Nimatzo rank	Wed Feb 19 23:43:47 We had a deal about rehab out of state. Where are we on that?
Habebe rank	Thu Feb 20 09:00:35 Nimatzo, I want to go, I don't have the money. Ive come to the conclusion that, it is brain malfunction of some sort. The good news is, that's treatable in theory. The voices can't logically be real. The rehab will give me a full physical if I can get there. I'm sobre still, but, maybe a mix of stress, and drugs made something snap and damaged my prefrontal lobe. It sounds odd, but I find this comforting.
Habebe rank	Thu Feb 20 09:13:37 I want to thank Utopia politics for everything. I really appreciate everyone here. This has been a confusing and worrisome time.
Nimatzo rank	Thu Feb 20 10:16:49 Why can't you get on X and is the money for the train ticket?
Nimatzo rank	Thu Feb 20 10:22:47 I saw your DMs now. Responded there.
Habebe rank	Thu Feb 20 14:19:50
Habebe rank	Sat Feb 22 20:50:20 Update Starting a new job soon, alotnof my real world friends keep wanting me to just go to a local rehab, and seem to think it's a waste of time to try to see a neurologist. I'm still sobre, turned it down in front of me and free, no desire to get high, just cigs. Gonna save up, move north, and get better medical treatment. I also have an appointment with my PCP to get a referral to a neurologist, which ever cones sooner. Thanks again everyone for all your support.
Nimatzo rank	Sun Feb 23 10:14:47 Habebe You probably need to stay away from the people who put frugs in front of you. Willpower or whatever have you, is not anninfinite resource, one is a bad day away from falling in. Atleast this early. You sound somewhat better, I am glad to hear it. Look at your DMs.
Habebe rank	Sun Feb 23 12:25:22 Aside from one slip up, it's been like 2 and half months. But, yeah.
Habebe rank	Tue Feb 25 17:55:22 I'm getting desperate Need $150 for a train ticket. My doctor here won't see me for a referral till March 12th Then 2 months to see a specialist.
murder rank	Tue Feb 25 18:01:53 Please go to the nearest mental health facility ASAP. You can't keep waiting for treatment.
Habebe rank	Tue Feb 25 23:41:24 Got a ticket, bought and paid for. I leave in a few days. Murder, Not to be rude, but, what don't you get about me trying to do that, I need a refferal that takes months. In Philly. I have alot better options, and faster. No need for a car, roof over my head. ALOT of friends in the area etc. I'll keep you updated. Nimatzo knows the details.
Habebe rank	Wed Feb 26 03:12:12 Already made a pre appointment at Temple university hospital Neurology department.
jergul rank	Wed Feb 26 03:53:22 Habebe I forgot you have a network in Philly. That def makes sense. I would do the same here (go from small place to big place, then seek help).
Habebe rank	Thu Feb 27 11:31:10 One more day I leave tomorrow at 11 AM, 13 hr ride, and hopefully some relief of this HELL
Habebe rank	Fri Feb 28 18:08:14 https://patents.google.com/patent/US4877027A/en My friends and family all seem to think k they know what's going on but won't tell me. One friend said it was this.
Habebe rank	Sat Mar 01 02:22:09 I'm in DC on the train. Should be in Philly in 3 hours Gonna spend the night in a buddies place.
Rugian rank	Sat Mar 01 03:41:16 Habebe Good luck man. I can't pretend to know anything here, but seeking help is always better than not seeking it. I'm really glad to see you taking the steps that you need to. Stick to it and I guarantee your future self will thank you.
Habebe rank	Sun Mar 02 08:45:18 Waiting for the train to Temple hospital. Wish me good fortune in the wars to come.
Habebe rank	Tue Mar 04 23:00:35 1. CT scan didn't show a tumor. However they did refer me to a Neurologist. One more theory checked off the list.
murder rank	Wed Mar 05 01:22:24 The positive side of that is that the right medication will likely get you back to normal.
Habebe rank	Wed Mar 05 02:17:50 Something like that.
Habebe rank	Wed Mar 05 02:18:44 They didn't think it was psychological. Hence the neurologist and not a shrink. Something physical.
murder rank	Thu Mar 13 21:02:40 How is it going Habebe?
Nimatzo rank	Thu Mar 13 21:30:54 Spoke with him Monday, he is doing much better, getting settled in and on the path to recovery.
Habebe rank	Sat Mar 15 01:57:31 Murder, Doing better. My anxiety and "paranoia" is so much less I quit a 4 pack a day cigarette habit. Still have the voices, same two people. But, staying busy distracts me. Working on a re entry program to get a new apartment and career while I can still get mental and Neurological help for this condition. PS. Still sobre, even quit cigs for 10 days now. They don't bother me as much as they do down south. I have no paranoia about hospitals here. The voices basically day they need me to go back to that Mcleod hospital again to reverse this, still talk about ppl losing their medical licenses and Jon's etc. But, They seem to be like the wizard of OZ, no real power over me anymore.
murder rank	Sat Mar 15 22:18:17 I'm glad that you were able to get help and are doing better. I was more than a little concerned. It's good news that you've quit smoking because 4 packs a day will fuck you up good over time. My dad smoked two packs a day and ended up needing a quintuple bypass. Having your chest cracked open isn't as fun as it sounds.
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