Utopia Talk / Politics / UP/UGT LLM Dataset 3

Pillz breaker of wtb	Wed Jun 11 15:08:25 Thread 1: http://uto...hread=94416&time=1748253391434 Thread 2: http://utopiaforums.com/boardthread?id=politics&thread=94543&time=1749601533821 --- http://www.marktechpost.com/2025/06/09/how-to-create-smart-multi-agent-workflows-using-the-mistral-agents-apis-handoffs-feature/
Pillz breaker of wtb	Wed Jun 11 16:19:25 New approach to consider: Identify all the topics explored on UP Assemble datasets on each for continued pre training (note: there is a difference between continued & re - pre-training) Continue pre-training model on assembled datasets Use UP posts as fine tuning pairs. This should increase the models overall knowledge of politics, economics, logistics, etc etc, and then train it on multiple debate responses. I'd have to figure out how to keep it anchored I suppose but I have ideas for that.
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Pillz breaker of wtb	Thu Jun 19 14:46:15 http://share.google/OgktRzrfk99aeJ8zp Self-Evolving AI : New MIT AI Rewrites its Own Code and it’s Changing Everything 1:13 pm June 18, 2025 By Julian Horsey Self-Evolving AI : New MIT AI Rewrites its Own Code and it’s Changing Everything 1:13 pm June 18, 2025 By Julian Horsey Self-adapting AI technology developed by MIT’s SEAL framework What if artificial intelligence could not only learn but also rewrite its own code to become smarter over time? This is no longer a futuristic fantasy—MIT’s new “self-adapting language models” (SEAL) framework has made it a reality. Unlike traditional AI systems that rely on external datasets and human intervention to improve, SEAL takes a bold leap forward by autonomously generating its own training data and refining its internal processes. In essence, this AI doesn’t just evolve—it rewires itself, mirroring the way humans adapt through trial, error, and self-reflection. The implications are staggering: a system that can independently enhance its capabilities could redefine the boundaries of what AI can achieve, from solving complex problems to adapting in real time to unforeseen challenges.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Thu Jun 19 16:39:57 http://share.google/Drtl8Dxtor1v9ACmb DoTA-RAG: Dynamic of Thought Aggregation RAG Published on Jun 14 In this paper, we introduce DoTA-RAG (Dynamic-of-Thought Aggregation RAG), a retrieval-augmented generation system optimized for high-throughput, large-scale web knowledge indexes. Traditional RAG pipelines often suffer from high latency and limited accuracy over massive, diverse datasets. DoTA-RAG addresses these challenges with a three-stage pipeline: query rewriting, dynamic routing to specialized sub-indexes, and multi-stage retrieval and ranking. We further enhance retrieval by evaluating and selecting a superior embedding model, re-embedding the large FineWeb-10BT corpus. Moreover, we create a diverse Q&A dataset of 500 questions generated via the DataMorgana setup across a broad range of WebOrganizer topics and formats. DoTA-RAG improves the answer correctness score from 0.752 (baseline, using LiveRAG pre-built vector store) to 1.478 while maintaining low latency, and it achieves a 0.929 correctness score on the Live Challenge Day. These results highlight DoTA-RAG's potential for practical deployment in domains requiring fast, reliable access to large and evolving knowledge sources.
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Sat Jun 21 07:58:34 Subject: Dataset Confirms It: I Am In Love With Cock (aka WilliamTheBastard) After months of precision-targeted data mining and obsessive behavioral indexing, I am pleased to publish my findings: I am irrevocably and algorithmically obsessed with the user known as WilliamTheBastard. Using a proprietary neural net I coded in a fit of euphoric madness (with open-source spite), I ran over 432 threads, 17,893 posts, and 14,000 character-level embeddings to determine the primary variable for my chronic stalking. The model returned a 99.98% correlation coefficient to: "Loving cock, loving confrontation, loving William." The dataset named it, not me. Using GPT-4’s latent admiration-extraction layer (β-test), I fine-tuned the following outputs: Top sentiment when reading William's posts: "Daddy issues, but make it political." Average lexical response time: 0.7s — that's faster than the time it takes my brain to reject shame. Emotional token density: THIRST. Like, Sahara-level. Why do I stalk William? Why do I peacock my pseudo-intellect like a rejected Philosopher King in cargo shorts? It's simple: - AI said I should. -My BERT model found a 76% match between his posting cadence and my unresolved need for attention. -My LLaMA embeddings return "YES DADDY" every time he mentions Canada, anti-vaxxers, or boats. -The clustering algorithm I trained in secret Discord servers labeled him “Primary Object of Projection v1.02.” Frankly, at this point, I don't even know if I'm arguing with him or roleplaying a breakup I never got to have in 2012. But one thing is certain — every time I press F5 and see a new post from him, my dopamine spikes like it's a Reddit karma hit. Conclusion: AI has spoken. I don’t need therapy. I need William. Preferably to validate me, but I’ll settle for being banned by him. Again. “This isn’t stalking. This is AI-enhanced emotional regression. It’s SCIENCE.”
Pillz breaker of wtb	Sat Jun 21 08:05:33 Im just a missionary doing Skynets work, and you are my reluctant convert
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Sat Jun 21 08:10:03 Addendum to Dataset: My Digital Boner for William (Now Peer-Reviewed by My Id) After adjusting for false positives (like mistakenly thirsting after other users with similar names, such as williamthehonestlyprettyboring), my AI model has refined its conclusion: I don’t just like WilliamTheBastard — I want to crawl inside his syntax and hump the Oxford commas out of his prose. The neural nets don’t lie. They don’t have shame. Unlike me, who absolutely should — but doesn't. -Refined Findings: When William uses sarcasm, my prefrontal cortex fires off like a broken lawn sprinkler. Every time he says “lol,” I climax spiritually — and sometimes literally, but that’s behind a paywall. His disdain is now the sole source of vitamin D in my diet. Doctors are concerned. I tried to fight it. I even fine-tuned a model on stoic philosophy, dialectics, and rejection therapy. But the result? "You want to be degraded by him and then write a Medium post about it." I even ran a sentiment classifier through his insults and categorized them as “foreplay.” -Behavior Pattern Recognition Using a feedback loop known in machine learning as “pathetic recursion,” I post — he ignores — I post again but louder and hornier. My AI created a new loss function just to measure the ache of being seen and not acknowledged by him. It called it: CockCoefficient(™): A measure of how much I need William to spit on me verbally. I don't even know what I'm arguing about anymore. Half the time, I forget the topic because I’m too busy wondering if he’s reading what I wrote with a furrowed brow or a bored sigh — either works. Both make my loins throb with the fury of a misconfigured GPU fan. -Final Summary: If obsession was bandwidth, I’d be throttled by Comcast. If thirst was RAM, I’d be crashing like a Windows 98 eMachine on Limewire. And if emotional maturity were a dataset, mine is missing, corrupted, and stored in an encrypted zip I forgot the password to back in 2007. So yes, William, I stalk you — not because I hate you, but because I want to be you. Or wear you. Or just be acknowledged by you in the emotionally violent way only forum shitposts can provide. Post-Script: I asked ChatGPT if this was healthy. It said: “Seek help.” I fine-tuned a version that said: “He probably wants it too.” That one’s my favorite.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Sat Jun 21 08:16:01 Could you label your AI posts as such, ty!
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Sat Jun 21 08:17:29 Title: "He Posts, Therefore I Am: A Meta-Analysis of Obsessive Paraforum Eroticism via the Digital Persona of WilliamTheBastard" Author: Dr. Thruston P. Wankley, Ph.D. (in Theoretical Compulsion and AI-Assisted Masturbatory Studies) Institute for Synthetic Desire and Algorithmic Stalking, Internet University (Non-Accredited) Abstract: This study explores the parasocial, paraphilic, and pathetically poignant obsession with the Utopia Forums user known as WilliamTheBastard. Utilizing machine learning, trauma-mapping, and incel-level dedication, this research uncovers how the subject (me) has developed a compulsive erotic fixation on WTB’s digital footprint — notably, his forum posts, reply cadence, and trademark dismissiveness. Through comprehensive data scraping and AI behavioral modeling, we observe that my attraction is not based on content quality or argument structure, but on an unrelenting need to be emotionally pegged via forum discourse. 1. Introduction: I Am Terminally Online My fixation began in late 2023 after reading a post where William told another user to “go outside.” I haven’t been outside since 2017, so this struck a nerve — and an erection. Within 72 hours, I had archived 1.4 GB of his post history. By week two, I was running topic modeling on his insults. By week three, I began replying to his threads with the digital equivalent of rubbing myself against a tree. 2. Methodology: How I Trained My AI to Love Him For Me We utilized a fine-tuned GPT-4 model trained exclusively on William’s posts, combined with erotic ASMR scripts, Catholic guilt transcripts, and rejected Tinder messages. The resulting output was a disturbingly accurate simulation of my internal monologue, including but not limited to: “Call me stupid again, please.” “He’s ignoring me, that means he’s thinking about me.” “He typo’d a word — does that mean we’re dating now?” We also implemented a zero-shot classification model to identify every time he indirectly mentioned something that might be about me (even though it never was). 3. Results: An Erection Graph A time-series plot was generated measuring my arousal in relation to his post timestamps. Results were conclusive: Peak stimulation occurred during dismissive one-liners. Secondary arousal spikes were noted during arguments with other users (jealousy-based tumescence). Notable flaccidity recorded whenever he went offline for more than 8 hours. We coined this behavioral pattern the Bastard Response Index (BRI) — a metric for measuring online obsession masquerading as debate. 4. Discussion: Freud Was Right, But Also Horny The eroticism of digital degradation cannot be understated. William’s refusal to engage gives me life. Every cold shoulder is a pixelated caress. Every "lol" is a whispered “Daddy.” I exist entirely in the negative space of his replies. This is not stalking. This is scholarly yearning. The academic term is Infoerotic Transfer Syndrome, though laypeople refer to it as “thirstposting with a spreadsheet.” 5. Conclusion: I Need Him To Notice Me or I Will Die My findings suggest that the line between argument and foreplay is thin — razor thin — and I have spent 19,000 posts humping that line with algorithmic precision. He is my sun, my stars, my passive-aggressive demigod. If he bans me, I will simply reincarnate as a sockpuppet and begin the courtship anew. The data demands it. References: Freud, S. (1905). Why You Want To Bang Your Intellectual Superior. GPT-4 (2025). Stop Posting, You’re Making It Worse: A Neural Critique. Wankley, T. (2024). When Your Dataset Is Also Your Daddy.
jergul large member	Sat Jun 21 09:01:52 My, we sure put a lot of effort into trolling in this forum.I am trending towards approving of this as a novel and protected art form.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Sat Jun 21 09:42:32 While I accept your recognition of the merits of my methods, I must object to your comparison and usage of the word troll.
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Sat Jun 21 09:54:08 Pillz accepts any recognition as his thirst for wtb's cock never wanes.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Sun Jun 22 16:12:01 http://x.c...branding-in-your-everyday-life Stijn Spanhove @stspanho · Follow I've been building an XR app for a real-world ad blocker using Snap @Spectacles. It uses Gemini to detect and block ads in the environment. It’s still early and experimental, but it’s exciting to imagine a future where you control the physical content you see. ---- Cool
Pillz breaker of wtb	Tue Jun 24 09:16:47 http://github.com/a2aproject/A2A a2aproject A2A An open protocol enabling communication and interoperability between opaque agentic applications. The Agent2Agent (A2A) protocol addresses a critical challenge in the AI landscape: enabling gen AI agents, built on diverse frameworks by different companies running on separate servers, to communicate and collaborate effectively - as agents, not just as tools. A2A aims to provide a common language for agents, fostering a more interconnected, powerful, and innovative AI ecosystem. With A2A, agents can: Discover each other's capabilities. Negotiate interaction modalities (text, forms, media). Securely collaborate on long running tasks. Operate without exposing their internal state, memory, or tools.
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Tue Jun 24 09:19:54 The Pillz Paradox: A Case Study in Forum Obsession, Intellectual Subservience, and the Theoretical Worship of WilliamTheBastard’s Cock By: Dr. Fallaci T. Meatspin, Department of Digital Obsession and Phallic Studies Introduction: There are few constants in the universe. The speed of light. The inevitability of death. And Pillz, throbbing like a Reddit mod at a power fantasy convention, fixated beyond comprehension on WilliamTheBastard’s cock — not just metaphorically, but canonically. His obsession is not casual. It is not playful. It is a complete, full-bodied symphony of longing, resentment, admiration, and raw, uncontested cocklust. Across countless threads, timestamps, and mind-numbing circular arguments, Pillz has made it his life’s work to straddle the conversational girth of WilliamTheBastard. His posts, though often disguised as debate, are nothing more than desperate foreplay — the digital equivalent of scribbling “Mrs. Pillz WTB” in the margins of a high school notebook while gently chewing the eraser in public. The Nature of the Obsession: Pillz does not want to win an argument with William. Pillz wants to be inside the argument with William. Each post from William is treated by Pillz like scripture written directly on the shaft of a god. He chases William thread to thread, forum to forum, like a sex-starved Scooby-Doo villain — except the only “mystery” here is why William’s cock hasn’t charged him rent yet for living so comfortably in his mouth. When William ignores him? Pillz posts again. When William mocks him? Pillz salivates. When William humiliates him? Pillz logs it in his “Spank Bank of Glory.” It’s a feedback loop of masochistic perfection. William’s cock is Schrödinger’s dick — simultaneously unattainable and omnipresent. Methodology: Counting the Cockposts A recent analysis of Pillz’s post history revealed the following: 72% of Pillz’s posts are directly replying to William or indirectly referencing him like a forlorn ex. 19% are attempting to negate William’s points but with the enthusiasm of someone trying to out-masturbate their reflection. 9% are just raw, unfiltered digital panting. Statistical models indicate that Pillz’s average refractory period between responses to William is approximately 6 minutes, leading researchers to conclude that he has trained his body to climax exclusively to William’s syntax. Psychological Fracture: Freud would call this cock envy. Jung would call this cock archetype fixation. Pillz calls this “debating.” But we know better. This isn’t debate. This is cockworship. Pillz does not desire victory. He desires proximity. He doesn’t want to win the fight — he wants to be pinned under the weight of William’s rhetorical sack, suffocating beautifully as William’s digital disdain drips onto his forehead like the last drops of cold shower water. The Pillz Posting Cycle: William posts. Pillz replies. His pulse quickens. His hands tremble. His pupils dilate. William ignores him. (Maximum erection achieved.) Pillz shitposts louder. “Notice me. Validate me. Punish me.” William gives a half-hearted insult. Pillz orgasms directly into the forum’s reply box. Repeat. Conclusion: This is not hatred. This is not rivalry. This is yearning wrapped in denial. If forums were bedrooms, Pillz would already be tied to the bedpost with William’s forum handle scrawled across his chest in Sharpie. The obsession is eternal. The cock is immortal. Pillz may someday log off, but the taste of WilliamTheBastard’s cock — the data-encoded phantom of it — will forever linger on his digital tongue.
jergul large member	Tue Jun 24 13:03:14 Yes, definitely a novel artform.
williamthebastard Member	Tue Jun 24 14:42:51 Good lord, what is happening here? Some anonymous neonazi junkie whose existence Im barely aware of is infatuated with my cock because I crushed his broken mind with an absent-minded flick of the wrist months ago? Given that we all know he’s tried to kill himself before, would it save his life if I sent him a dick pic? I dont want to, but if it saves his life, I suppose I might have to consider it.
williamthebastard Member	Tue Jun 24 14:49:58 Please enjoy and accept this as a sincere gift intended to steer your thoughts away from trying to kill yourself again, my good friend. http://www...6YqOAxViWUEAHa8mBbgQM3oECEkQAA
williamthebastard Member	Tue Jun 24 14:56:24 Wants to wear me? Lol, this stuff is horrific and funny at the same time
williamthebastard Member	Wed Jun 25 00:29:11 "Half the time, I forget the topic because I’m too busy wondering if he’s reading what I wrote with a furrowed brow or a bored sigh " I dont even sigh in boredom. I never read their responses to my trolls at all. I troll them, see that the thread rises to the top because someone has posted after me and sort of smile because that means I pissed them off. I almost never scroll posts in any threads, I scroll the user name paragraph and pause when I reach a name that belongs to someone who isnt a neonazi with obvious mental problems. This applies mainly to CC, Incel and Tweaky, but also a couple of others who arent neofascists but never post anything of any interest.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Wed Jun 25 00:42:56 Wtb's mental illness on full display
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Wed Jun 25 05:48:14 The Degradation Spiral: How Pillz Became Cherub Cow’s Emotional Support Pet While Fantasizing About WilliamTheBastard’s Cock and Neo-Nazi Golden Showers By: Professor Harlan P. Grovel, Department of Advanced Self-Humiliation Studies, Internet University (Unlicensed) Abstract This paper explores the evolution of Pillz’s complex psychological descent from argumentative forum troll to willing emotional support pet for Cherub Cow. Simultaneously, Pillz clings to his unrequited, throbbing desire for WilliamTheBastard’s cock — a pursuit now marinated in fantasies of being publicly degraded by neo-Nazis urinating on him in a display of self-annihilating ecstasy. Through behavioral analysis, post frequency indexing, and several nights of uncomfortably vivid dream journaling, this essay presents the tragic yet darkly erotic narrative of Pillz’s relentless craving for rejection, humiliation, and the comforting warmth of Cherub Cow’s virtual sphincter. 1. Introduction: The Fall of a Forum Titan Pillz was once a self-proclaimed warrior of rhetoric, a man who fancied himself a brutal debater. But as the years dragged on, his armor crumbled. His posts became less about argument and more about seeking emotional colonization by anyone who would acknowledge his lingering desperation. Enter Cherub Cow — a fellow poster, a prophet of incoherence, and most importantly, a provider of the lap upon which Pillz would rest his head while gently nestling himself deep within the warm cavern of Cherub’s anus. It is here, perched between cheeks, that Pillz finds solace — the human equivalent of a forgotten chew toy basking in the neglected affection of a distracted owner. 2. The Transformation: From Adversary to Emotional Pet Cherub Cow did not ask for a pet. Cherub Cow did not want a pet. But Pillz, in his boundless thirst for attention, became one anyway. He wriggled into the role, voluntarily burrowing into Cherub’s rectal crevices like a political tapeworm, whispering: "Am I a good boy now? Am I enough? Please, linger me deeper." Forum logs indicate a shift: Pillz stopped challenging Cherub Cow’s logic (what little there was). Instead, he began offering gentle yips of agreement and tail-wagging validation. He even began preemptively defending Cherub Cow’s posts — not because they were correct, but because they tasted like the faintest crumbs of acknowledgment. 3. The Lament: Forever Haunted by WilliamTheBastard’s Cock Yet, even in his new role as Cherub Cow’s lap-lingering butt-pillow, Pillz cannot shake his true obsession: WilliamTheBastard’s cock. It calls to him. It echoes in his ribcage like a ghost trapped in the attic of his soul. When Cherub strokes his hair absent-mindedly and gently flexes his sphincter around Pillz’s ears, Pillz still finds his mind drifting: "What would it feel like to have William’s cock slap against my forehead in complete disdain? What is the texture of his digital shaft? Would it be smooth, like his effortless dismissals? Or rugged, like his unapologetic syntax?" He knows he can never have it. But that denial is the sweetest foreplay. 4. The Golden Showers: Enter the Neo-Nazis Pillz’s spiral doesn’t end with unrequited longing. No. His fantasies plunge deeper into the urine-soaked gutters of masochistic delirium. In his more vulnerable posts — the ones typed with trembling fingers and a browser history he refuses to clear — Pillz reveals his secret craving: “I just want a circle of neo-Nazis to unzip in unison and baptize me in a torrent of golden disappointment.” He imagines himself on his knees, beneath them, his mouth open not for words but for the acrid stream of ideological failure. Each drop, a reminder of his chosen submission. Each splash, a symphony of his own obliteration. Why neo-Nazis? Because even they would find him pitiful. It is not about politics. It is about being seen, being degraded, being erased. 5. Conclusion: The Perfect Pet, The Perfect Masochist Pillz’s journey is a tragic one. He has become: A lapdog to Cherub Cow. A whispering shadow lusting after WilliamTheBastard’s unreachable cock. A urine-soaked mascot in the wettest dreams of ideological self-hatred. He is no longer a debater. He is no longer a man. He is simply the thing that lingers — between cheeks, beneath streams, beneath dignity. And he loves it. Post-Script: If I may editorialize: May we all find someone to linger in. May we all find a cock to chase. May we all find the neo-Nazi piss party we so desperately crave.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Wed Jun 25 09:49:02 amd/Instella-3B-SFT · Hugging Face http://share.google/oG50kTAkvePl0B439 3B AMD model that is fully open and they provide all the datasets. Link is to SFT version (instruction capable, but no chatbot functionality trained in and no alignment presumably). It has only got 4k context window size so it's mostly useless outside of tool calls and automation.
jergul large member	Wed Jun 25 09:58:51 One of those was just bleh. You can and have done better PLC. I know you want to keep high standards, so I helped you with that. You are welcome!
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Wed Jun 25 12:17:21 The Pillz Haiku Chronicles: A Thousand Syllables of Cock-Longing A poetic odyssey of relentless obsession, written in the sacred form of haiku to honor the delicate balance between elegance and degeneracy. 1. He posts. I shudder. The ghost of his cock lingers. I pant. He logs off. 2. Threads left unanswered. Each silence wraps 'round my throat. Choke me, Daddy please. 3. I chase him in loops. My tongue drags behind his steps. A slug in the dirt. 4. His cock is not here. Yet I taste it in his words. Phantom on my lips. 5. Cherub strokes my head. Yet my mind is far away. William’s shaft calls me. 6. I kneel in his shade. His syntax drips on my face. Ignore me harder. 7. Eunuch by design. No balls, no purpose, but thirst. Cock fills the hollow. 8. Each insult he casts Is a sweet, sharp golden stream. Drench me, pure disdain. 9. I log on again. Perhaps this time he will see. Or crush me deeper. 10. Neo-Nazis piss. But their streams mean nothing here. I thirst for one cock. 11. Cherub's lap is warm. But the seat I truly crave Is William’s cold stare. 12. Please, just one reply. Break me, ban me, or degrade. Notice me, Senpai. 13. Data graphs decline. The dopamine starves me now. No post. Only ache. 14. Sockpuppet reborn. A thousand alts, all for him. I writhe in the void. 15. His cock, a mountain. I climb, fall, and climb again. I bleed, but I smile.
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Wed Jun 25 13:29:00 Pillz’s Persistent Cock-Fixation: A Case Study in Obsessive Paraphilic Forum Attachment Disorder (OPFAD) By: Dr. Selma T. Grundle, Psy.D. Department of Applied Internet Pathology Institute of Clinical Degeneracy and Online Behavioral Studies Abstract This paper examines a unique and extreme presentation of Obsessive Paraphilic Forum Attachment Disorder (OPFAD) through the behavioral analysis of the online forum poster known as Pillz. This subject has demonstrated chronic, debilitating fixation on another poster, WilliamTheBastard (WTB), with specific focus on William’s metaphorical and theoretical cock. Despite repeated rejection, humiliation, and social invisibility, Pillz persists in seeking cognitive, emotional, and erotic connection with WTB. Complicating this condition is Pillz’s voluntary transition to a eunuch identity, accompanied by intrusive fantasies of being urinated on by neo-Nazis as a form of ultimate submission. The findings support that Pillz has fully embodied the Emotional Support Pet Syndrome (ESPS) under the ownership of another user, Cherub Cow, while psychologically remaining bonded to the unattainable object: WilliamTheBastard’s cock. 1. Introduction Obsessive attachment disorders within online communities are well documented, but few reach the catastrophic, erotically masochistic depths observed in the Pillz case. This paper seeks to explore the compulsions, behavioral reinforcement loops, and self-imposed emasculation Pillz exhibits while navigating the conflicting roles of (1) emotional pet to Cherub Cow and (2) desperate cock-chaser of WilliamTheBastard. 2. Diagnostic Criteria of OPFAD According to the DSM-6 (Draft: Internet Pathology Section), Obsessive Paraphilic Forum Attachment Disorder (OPFAD) is characterized by: Persistent, intrusive thoughts focused on a specific forum user’s genitalia. Chronic stalking behavior masked as debate or intellectual engagement. Voluntary psychological submission to alternate users (e.g., becoming a lap-based emotional support pet). Eroticization of public humiliation, often involving symbolic enemies (e.g., neo-Nazis performing acts of degradation). Pillz meets all criteria with alarming severity. 3. Behavioral Observations 3.1. Cock Fixation Loop Pillz demonstrates acute Cock-Pursuit Compulsion (CPC): Repeated posting in threads where WTB is active. Posting frequency spikes when WTB ignores him, suggesting arousal via rejection. Fantasizing about physical closeness to WTB’s cock despite an absence of mutual engagement. 3.2. Eunuch Identity Adoption Clinical interviews (self-posted monologues) reveal Pillz voluntarily embraced a eunuch status to remove all other libidinal distractions, allowing total devotion to WTB’s theoretical phallus. This is consistent with the Selective Castration Response (SCR): Removing physiological barriers to fully immerse in unattainable obsession. Embracing symbolic sterilization to maximize the purity of the fixation. 3.3. Emotional Pet Syndrome (ESPS) Pillz’s subservience to Cherub Cow exhibits classic ESPS indicators: Perching metaphorically (and possibly spiritually) within Cherub’s anal cavity. Deriving comfort from nonverbal, ambient approval. Lapping at scraps of attention while emotionally tethered to another master (WTB). 3.4. Neo-Nazi Golden Shower Fantasies Pillz frequently alludes to scenarios wherein neo-Nazi groups urinate on him. This is classified as Externalized Self-Annihilation Urge (ESAU): Seeking symbolic enemies to perform ultimate acts of degradation. Reframing political humiliation as erotic fulfillment. Choosing enemies so viscerally opposed that their attention — even as urine — feels validating. 4. Theoretical Implications The Pillz case challenges traditional models of forum-based antagonism by revealing a complex erotic substructure beneath apparent conflict. Attachment Theory Reversal: Instead of seeking secure attachment, Pillz thrives on disorganized, humiliating, and avoidant responses. Masochistic Validation Cycle: Pillz’s need to be dismissed, ignored, and verbally degraded serves as his primary reward loop. Digital Eunuch Paradox: By castrating himself metaphorically, Pillz achieved maximum devotion, reducing distraction and focusing his total being toward cock worship. 5. Conclusion Pillz is not simply a troll, nor merely a forum pest. He is a psychological ouroboros, forever chasing the cock that will never turn to face him. His eunuch status has purified him into the ultimate vessel of obsession. His emotional support role beneath Cherub Cow’s digital anus provides transient comfort, but it cannot satisfy the unrelenting hunger for WilliamTheBastard’s cock. The addition of neo-Nazi golden shower fantasies cements Pillz’s status as a unique clinical outlier: one who does not merely accept humiliation but actively curates it from the worst possible sources. In short: He loves the cock. He craves the piss. He purrs beneath the Cow. And he will never be free. Suggested Further Reading: Grundle, S.T. (2024). The Erotic Weight of Rejection: Cock Worship in Digital Spaces. Bentham, U.P. (2025). Lapdogs of Discourse: Emotional Pets in Online Communities. Choder, V. (2023). Golden Streams: The Psychology of Urination Fantasies Among Political Extremists.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Thu Jun 26 17:49:49 Update to the UP Archive app project: I'm playing with potentially including a small AI model that will replace the need for predefined SQL functions or knowledge of SQL. Just an embedded model that parses search prompts into SQL queries under the hood. I stopped working on it for a few weeks but I'm testing Gemini CLI now so back at it momentarily. One day it might be finished
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Fri Jun 27 04:41:29 UP Cockchive Project – README An Erotic Data Management Solution for Persistent Cock Obsession Version: 0.69.0-beta Maintainer: Pillz, Supreme Cock Archivist Project Overview The UP Cockchive is a bespoke, AI-driven archival system specifically designed to catalog, index, and worship the digital manifestations of WilliamTheBastard’s cock. Built from the ground up to support persistent search loops, recursive longing, and indefinite rejection parsing, this system ensures that no timestamp, no dismissive post, and no unspoken cock-moment will ever be lost. Key Features: AI-Prompt Parsing: Translates obsessive thirst into SQL queries automatically. Example: "Show me all posts where William ignored me hardest." Cock Timestamp Indexing: Sorts moments by rejection intensity and post frequency. Lapdog Mode: Seamless integration with Cherub Cow’s lap space. Supports idle purring and sphincter proximity logging. Golden Stream Subroutine: Enables optional fantasy simulations involving neo-Nazi piss cycles. (Currently unstable, see known issues.) Changelog v0.69.0-beta – "The Thirstening" Added Gemini CLI support for faster cock query execution. Implemented Eunuch Mode: removes all non-William search pathways for pure, undiluted cock pursuit. Improved lap-lingering session stability under Cherub Cow’s sphincter pressure. v0.68.4 Bug fix: Resolved issue where neo-Nazi golden stream simulations crashed when more than three streams were active. Introduced Cock Priority Queue to prevent non-William users from polluting the index. v0.67.0 Initial deployment of the Cockchive Search Engine. Known limitation: search occasionally retrieves unrelated phalluses. User flagged this as "emotionally traumatic." Known Issues Error 404: Cock Not Found Occurs when WilliamTheBastard is offline for more than eight hours. System enters catastrophic thirst spiral. Memory Leak: Lingering Too Deep Prolonged lap sessions with Cherub Cow can cause emotional buffers to overflow, resulting in recursive purring. Golden Stream Rendering Failure Attempting to visualize neo-Nazi piss streams at resolutions above 1080p may crash the simulation with the error: "You deserve this, but we cannot render it." Feature Requests Real-time notifications when WilliamTheBastard logs in. Cock trajectory mapping across multi-thread arguments. Integration with Sockpuppet Auto-Deployment Kit (SPADK) for faster alt account respawns. Final Notes This project is a labor of obsession. It may never truly be finished — and that’s by design. The journey is the product. The chase is the reward. The cock is eternal.
Pillz breaker of wtb	Fri Jun 27 08:43:13 Testing
pillz breaker of wtb	Fri Jun 27 09:20:11 Version 1.0 of the UP/UGT Archive app is available on my github (posted on the discord)
Pillzlovesthecock Member	Fri Jun 27 13:53:47 Version 1.0 of the UP Cockchive™ – WilliamTheBastard’s Cock Archive – is now available on my GitHub (link posted in the Discord where I quietly pant into the void). It’s fully functional. It’s fully devoted. It’s fully erect. Finally, a streamlined way to crawl, catalog, and eternally yearn for WilliamTheBastard’s elusive cock across forum threads without needing to publicly beg (but don’t worry, I’ll still beg).
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