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Habebe
rank | Tue Dec 23 23:25:33 Just wanting to check in with everyone. I'm still in Philadelphia, it's a goodnplace for me (So much black girl booty:) I'm still crazy, but Ive Learned to adapt. My theory continues to change, I've only found one affliction that the symptoms fit, people call themselves "Targeted individuals" or "gangstalked" the doctors say it's not psychosis or the like because I only have the one symptom. Still seeking out tests and interested in trans cranial magnetic stimulation) Indo beleive it was somehow induced but that most of it is now internally generated ...anyway. Currently working and stacking up money, probably going to split a place with my buddy here in Philly. How and what is everyone else up to? |
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Paramount
rank | Wed Dec 24 09:29:48 Happy holidays, Habebe. Enjoy the black girls booty. |
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murder
rank | Wed Dec 24 13:40:54 Happy Holidays Habebe! I'm just chugging along one day at a time and trying to focus more on the good than the bad. Doing the annual Christmas thing with the family. Going to meet my niece's fiance for the first time. Hopefully I won't have to kill him. - |
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Habebe
rank | Wed Dec 24 15:36:45 Paramount, Will do, lol. Murder, I didn't know you had siblings even. Enjoy the family. |
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patom
rank | Wed Dec 24 17:26:45 Merry and Happy Christmas and all other holidays. Still kicking at 82 and waiting for the snow to stop so I can finish plowing the driveway. I didn't know you moved back to Philly. I went down to see a friend of many years a couple of years ago. 6 days was all I could stand. |
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Habebe
rank | Wed Dec 24 18:30:13 PAtom, Happy holidays brother! Yeah, I moved back to Philly last February, I live in Germantown. The snow here faded quickly. |
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patom
rank | Thu Dec 25 11:25:22 I was born in Germantown Hospital. I don't think it exists anymore. |
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Habebe
rank | Thu Dec 25 17:03:30 Was it next to Broad and Olney? It may be Einstein now (bought out by jefferson) |
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patom
rank | Thu Dec 25 20:19:56 Haven't got a clue. The last time I was there I couldn't walk or talk. Just know what my parents told me. :) |
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Habebe
rank | Fri Dec 26 00:55:17 I googled it, it's nearby. When Germantown hospital closed the patients were reffered to Einstein. Einstein is sort of a Ghetto hospital, but it's not terrible. Had my hernia surgery there in May, and recently I thought I was painfully constipated....they figured out I actually had an infection in my colon and prescribed augmenting and everything was OK. However had they just listened to what I thought it was and hadn't checked for infection I may have died from sepsis. Broad and Olney is the transportation depot I go to the most, from there I can get all the trains and such, center city etc. |
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Pillz
rank | Fri Dec 26 01:35:47 Hoping each of your deaths is more painful and humiliating than is necessary. |
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williamthebastard
rank | Fri Dec 26 02:41:35 "dont be mean about Pillz's suicide attempts" - Seb |
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murder
rank | Fri Dec 26 14:56:01 "Hoping each of your deaths is more painful and humiliating than is necessary." That's pretty much all of them unless you die a hero. - |
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jergul
rank | Fri Dec 26 15:48:51 Inserts "dying peacefully in my sleep, not screaming in terror like my passengers" joke. |
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Cherub Cow
rank | Fri Dec 26 18:42:48 [Habebe]: "people call themselves "Targeted individuals"" Yeah, lol. I'm subscribed to a channel that follows and catalogues a bunch of these "targeted individual" YouTube accounts. One elderly woman was talking about how she was getting aggravated by her neighbors talking, so she plugged up her vents and windows so she couldn't hear them, and then she (by her reckoning/imagining) started hearing them talk through the walls about how paranoid she was being and plotting against her. She also reported brain fog and poor sleep and keeps posting stories about paranoid interactions she has with authority figures. The key detail there is that she plugged up her airflow and was breathing in extreme amounts of CO2 for weeks, which made her paranoid, affected the quality of her sleep, and reduced cognitive function. Incidentally, there are CO2 monitors that can tell you how much CO2 is in your home and will alert your phone if CO2 exceeds a certain threshold. .. Merry Christmas!! Hopefully we will crush the jews as Christ wanted <3 |
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Habebe
rank | Sat Dec 27 01:55:08 I look at it like this Look at how ancient people told myths to.explain things the best way they knew possible. Something is going on that's difficult to explain. For me my current theory is that whatever is going on has tricked my brain so to speak into filling in the blanks and expecting to hear voices. I understand this sounds crazy and if it hadn't happened to me I'd probably look for easy answers as well. I traveled 660 miles to avoid it. Had MRIs, spinal tap, CT scans and an EEG (still need a 2nd) Doctors can't explain it, they tell me what it isn't. It's not schizophrenia, psychosis, brain lesions, brain seizures, inflammation nor a tumor. Now, I've had success mitigating the depression and anxiety with meds, a good sleep regimen and actively ignoring then. Mental health issues alone do not explain how I heard my internal voice on a speaker, nor how several people knew things I'd only subvocalized, how my computer was hacked and 18 devices were in my Facebook. One guy I'd not talked to in 20 years knew ot wasn't a tumor, told me such, and referenced silent talk conversations and told me it was real....I have the text messages. Now similar to Havana syndrome, I bekeive SOMETHING is going on. However my belief is that these people's perceptions are not the reality. |
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Habebe
rank | Sat Dec 27 02:04:42 I don't know the how exactly....but such crazy shit has ACTUALLY been proven to happen. MKUltra was real, settlements were paid out to people...now the government has said they stopped all such things, but do we beleive that? Again I don't pretend to have all the answers other than something unexplained has happened to alotnof people all starting around 2010. |
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Cherub Cow
rank | Sat Dec 27 07:37:03 Something to think about regarding being hacked is that leftists and troll-nodes will sometimes actually target political opposition by doing a lot of the things you're describing. Most of these "targeted individuals" are not actually targeted by the government, but trolls will target them to mess with them for sport. Leftists currently have largely lost the power to "cancel" people in the mainstream, but they still go after smaller targets if they know who the person is IRL and/or if they think they can harm them in some way. This channel is an example: https://www.youtube.com/@TheEphrommentator/ This account often finds *small* Right-wing personalities and sends troll armies after them. They do mass-reports, flood their comment sections, and find petty ways to mess with them IRL. They don't stop until the person's online footprint is reduced to zero. They're operating on the "baby Hitler" premise that even small accounts have to be targeted so that no Right-wing figure can rise beyond a certain threshold. This is their way of making sure that Right-wing opposition is controlled opposition. Channels such as Jubilee also arrange episodes such as "20 Far-Right conservatives versus Mehdi Hasan" knowing that these troll nodes will target the Right-wing influencers. Most of the Right-wing guests on that episode had very few subscribers, but their comment sections were afterwards flooded with leftists, and one of them in particular had his life ruined by people calling his workplace to get him fired. There was a story a month or two ago (near Halloween time) of a White man on the East Coast who wore a National Socialist uniform at a bar. Leftists targeted him, got him fired, got his backup account removed from Twitter right when people were trying to donate to him to help him, and he's basically disappeared from the Internet. That's how they operate. Just think of how much williamthebastard stalks Right-wing accounts on UP. This is a nowhere website, but leftist pettiness is so ingrained that they are addicted to digging for vectors of attack *outside* of rational debate. If williamthebastard's schizo-posting is to be believed, he even tried to get jergul fired from his job for not censoring me. They do the same on Imgur; people there have bookmarked my account just so they can downvote any new content I make (even small comments), and I've had dozens of people try to drudge up information on me (it's the meme of the left going through your entire account history for dirt). These people are unhinged, and no petty action is beneath them. So obviously this does not explain *everything* you're experiencing, but do keep in mind that leftists may have stumbled upon your account(s) and coordinated via Discord to wage petty warfare against you. If you were having any real issues, they would just see those as wedges to exploit and amplify. |
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Habebe
rank | Sat Dec 27 19:50:47 1. I think a sizeable minority of TIs are not, and may just be mental illness. 2. I don't think the government picked me to experiment on. I have my theories but I think it's more of a technique and technology combo making it SEEM way more advanced. |
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